You going to be one hundred percent honest?
Depends on the question.

If your girlfriend/​boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
Don't have one...

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
Yeah, probably.

What are you wearing on your feet?
Starry knee-high socks.

Has the opposite sex ever written you a poem?
*snort* I wish!

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Not really. I don't really do much, but if they do, then they're just losers who have nothing going for their lives anyways, so w/e.

Was last night enjoyable for you?
Not really. Was one the comp all day. Still gotta do homework. Got into an argument with my brother.

Do you change your phone background a lot?
Not unless I like 'em a lot, and let me tell ya, there aren't many choices.

How's your heart lately?
Heavy...confused...the usual.

If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
Run for my fuckin' life until my primitive intincts takr over and let nature take it's course.

What have you done all day?
School. Computer. Dinner. Not much else. About to get off and do hw.

Are you happy?
Not really. I mean, I'm lucky to have friends who love me, a roof over my head, and a nice family (except for a troubling few) but otherwise, life kinda sucks.

Do you want to tell someone how you feel?
Yeah. I poured my heart out to the school councelor during lunch today, then felt like a fool for it later. Then when I told my mom she made me feel even worse for it.

Ever gave a really long apology?
Yeah, happens a lot, usually.

Where do you think your best friend is right now?
On the comp, or somewhere in her house.

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
No.

Whats the last thing that made you smile?
My brother decided to be an asshole and flop his moobs at me. The look on his face was so freakin' wierd, I couldn't help but laugh.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
With the way I'm going, probably not until high school's over.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
Uh...not sure. Never been in a real one to know what it's like.

If someone is interested in you right now, would you like them to tell you?
Depends on who it is...e_e (bad experiences are scarring)

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Probably 6 or 7.

Who did you last yell at and why?
My brother, for being retarded and ignorant.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Hm...don't remember. Don't care.

Who slept in your bed with you last night?
No one?

Has anyone ever called you a bitch?
Yeah, Mike, lol. He was in my 8th grade Spanish class and used to call me that all the time whenever we played a game and had to reach for something, because I was taller than him and would always get to it first. God I miss him, even if we really didn't hang out...

Will you be a strict parent one day?
Don't plan on BEING a parent, thank you!

Can you go in public looking like you do?
Yeah.

Do you like Olive Garden?
Haven't been there since I was...what? 5?

Are you thinking about someone right now?
Mike, after that one question, lol.

What was the last thing you ate?
Spaghetti and meatballs.

Where is your boy?
In my dreams.

Name something you did yesterday?
Went to a hilarious play at 's school with and and had a GREAT time.

Last person you text messaged?
about a new show called "Alice" (she's OBSESSED with ALice in Wonderland)

What color are your eyes?
Boring brown.

What's your relationship status?
Single.

Do you have a chair in your room?
Yeah.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Uh. Don't make me think about tomorrow! School, going to sleep over mom's boyfriend's house, get to go to 's concert, so that's at least one plus.

Do you know anyone named Betsy?
...No?
Who the hell names their kid "Betsy" now-a-days?

What color is your shirt?
Brown.

Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Yeah. Just stupid songs on the rdio that mom listened to.

Is there someone you wish you were dating right now?
Nope...not anyone real anyways...DAMN I wish that kid from my dream was real...

Ever been kissed in the rain?
Never been yet.

Do you play an instrument?
Play a little self-taught piano, but nothing big.

Do you like fire?
Yeah. Wish I could have one without getting yelled at, though.

Are you allergic to anything?
Pet fur and dust.

Do you like anyone?
As far as dating goes? Not really.

Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
Not really. But if I had to, I think I'd be a global or an english teacher.

Do you miss anyone?
Yeah, friends...

Who last made you cry?
Stupid dirt bag who sexually harrassed and who I can't stop thinking about, even after almost a year it had happened...

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Curly, but now that it's so short it's straightened out, for now...

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
Mom.

Do you want kids?
No.

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
We're related, so I dont think it counts.

What friend do you tell the most to?
Best friends for ten years and still going strong.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
Ugh...can't say...another thing is being with friends right now, though.

Does anything hurt on your body?
My leg. I didn't something wierd to it about a month ago, and now it hurts whenever I move it a certain way.

Who was the last person to disappoint you?
My mom, my brother, and myself.

Do you still talk to that person?
Ugh. I have to. I live with them.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My councelor, thn my mom.

Anything annoying you right now?
Yeah. My brother, and the fact that mom won't take me seriously when I tell her about emotional stuff.

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
I wish.

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
No, unfortunetely.

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

Do you judge people you don't know?
Sometimes. Depends on the person.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
ALL THE TIME.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
Of course!

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
No...unless a stranger that you fell in love with in your dreams counts...but that's a little crazy, isn't it?

Its 4am, your phone rings who is it?
Someone wo has a death wish, obviously.

What do you think of people who smoke?
It depends on how old they are and what they're smoking. But generally, I think sometimes it can look cool, but I have no idea why anyone would wanna ruin their body like that.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
No.

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
I toss and turn an then wake up however I was when I fell asleep.

How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
O__O GIMME. NOW.

How do you vent anger?
I write in a journal and try to cool off in a healthy way, although I WANT to run out into the street and scream bloody, murderous obscinities for all the neighborhood to hear.

How did your day start off?
Set my alarm clock so I wake up a half hour early, then wait until mom's boyfriend calls to get up out of bed. (About a half-hour later)
Then I run a brush through my hair, get dressed, eat breakfast, brush my teeth, and jump into the car to go to school, all the while praying I don't get there late.

Does anyone hate you?
Don't think so. And if they do, then they have no reason to.

UGH. Done. Suffering from head aches and double vision, due to the fact I'm tired, stressed, and not feeling that great.

BTW, listen to this, which pretty much sums up my last journal entry:
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(Don't watch the video though, that part sucks)